It's hard to believe one year has passed since Chris died. In many ways it seems like just the other day since it happened but it feels like a lifetime since I last spoke to him. I cannot share all my thoughts and feelings,there isn't space and time enough for that and besides it's become obvious to me that the loss of someone you love this much is a pain that cannot be shared. So on the day itself I 'worked from home',drove up to the coast,had a long walk and an ice-cream,found a stone shaped like a heart on the beach,got rained on and raised a glass of chablis to my gorgeous/perfect husband! Chris,with me everyday-In my head,in my heart and in my soul. Together,Forever.